Friday, April 24, 2009

Eyes wide shut!


And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing... 1 Cor 13:3

My friend – along with a few of hers – just concluded a fundraising [in London] for the witch children in Calabar http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EUJSME0TORw, and I watched in awe [thanks to Facebook] as everything was put together in no time; pre-event awareness, sponsorship/partnership sourcing, venue arrangements... EVERYTHING! It was simply a success. After all the hard work, one would’ve thought they’d just roll the drums, send down the proceeds and let out a sigh of satisfaction, but ‘girls ain’t playing’; next thing i know, we’re chatting and she mentions that they plan to do something for street kids from Nigeria, and since she’s so faraway, she’d like me to help take photos of Lagos street kids [if they still exist]
Of course they exist; loitering about, one hawking this, two selling that, and another crying in a corner ‘cos she’s lost the proceeds from the day’s sales and ‘madam’ will skin her alive. But we rush to work pushing them out of the way so their dirty hands don’t leave stains on our dry-cleaned suits. We see the scruffy-looking boy who tries to clean our windshields for a token, just so he can afford brunch, yet we yell at him to get his smelly tools off our precious car, after all we can’t help all, so why help one?
It’s really more than tossing him a coin, or buying something off her so she’s able to go back home with ‘goodnews’; it’s about genuinely caring and doing more in any way that we can. Do you have a 12 twelve old sister who can’t do half the things you make your 10 year old househelp do? Or perhaps your little cousin-from-the-village gets a dose of panadol when ill, but your kid brother gets rushed to St. Nicholas if he as much as complains of a slight headache. If you donate a huge sum every year to some charity yet are guilty of these then it’s really pointless. These things happen before our very eyes, right under our noses, but maybe seeing them day in day out has put made us in an insensitive state of mind. We complain about potholes and major naija issues, but our chauffeur-driven cars and 24 hour generator-run mansions have blinded us from seeing the little feet and hungry mouths. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not any better. I've lived in these zones for so long i stopped feeling so bad for these kids, maybe I needed a camera assignment to help me see the BIG picture.

p.s: if the 9/11 attack had been in Abuja, or the tsunami in Lekki, would we donate enough to help affected families start over like Americans did or would we say ‘Thank God it wasn’t me’ and just move on?... Think about it http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=71494647172&ref=mf

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

A Writer's worth


Who I be? … I be me
I, Bee, Me … me, myself, and I
That’s who I am

Who you be? … you be you
When you look into the mirror, what do you see… what can you tell?
Does your face ring a bell, or are you just a stranger from hell?
What the hell!
When I look into the mirror, I see a biro,
A sheet, an opportunity.
An opportunity to write my way into people’s hearts; pick theor brains, speak their minds, and take ‘em for a ride.

When I look into the mirror, I see a mouth piece;
A mouth, to speak the word, and bring peace
I see a preacher. I see a teacher; a Poet
A farmer that soweth
Seeds of rich words; life-changing words
In the fertile minds of listeners
To be watered, till ripe and ready
To be served as food; food for thought

When I look into the mirror
I see a sage… with words on a page
I see a Prophet… with words of life and death
I see a gift… I have a gift
But do you?... do you have a gift
Of singing… of dancing… of healing?
I have a gift. It’s my blessing
I’m a blessing; I’m here to teach a lesson
So listen – your gift might be to defend, or to invent,
But have you learnt?

My gift might be truth, but I’ve learnt to just speak it, so y’all can listen;
Listen to the words from the girl in the mirror/
Her words are wise. Her words are truth
She’s a messiah risen…
To bring hope, to give hope… to BE hope;
Hope by word of mouth… by letters on a page
I’m a Sage
I’ve always spoken, always written
I still speak, still write
Make no mistake, even till my dying day… and with no pay
I will keep writing, keep speaking
It’s who I am, how I am
It’s a blessing, so receive it!
‘cos it’s free and easy
just read… and Listen!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Right here. Right now...


Ok So i get to interview people [it's kinda what i do for a living], but since i don't have an album that’s gone double-plat, or $160,000,000 worth of living space, noone’s goin’ to interview me. Yeah, not just yet – except ofcourse it’s for a new job. Speaking of which... i think i need one! Ok, here goes

p.s: hope i’m not a bore

What are you doing?

Lying on my bed [keisha’s playing in the background], and i’m typing away on my laptop

What mood are you in?

A calm, soulful one with a touch of blasé ...

When was the last time you cried?

Don’t remember, but i shed a tear this morning. Saw a dead body trapped under a ‘molue’ bus on my way to work; it hurt to see that the 2 uniformed men -controlling traffic - were more concerned about traffic building up than if the man were still alive; i mean, he really could’ve been unconscious or something and to think that that could’ve been my brother, my fiancé, or even my dad!

What book are you reading?

‘I live in your basement’, one of my lil’ brother’s ‘Goosebumps’books [yeah yeah yeah, laugh all you want, ‘blasé’ remember?] but honestly, this afternoon I dumped it briefly for 2chapters from ‘The Gateaway’ by AB&B. Amazing stuff

What/who are you digging?

[without even stopping to think...] I’m sooo loving my newly found ‘long nails’. [smiling just thinking about ‘em]. Have had the habit of biting my nails since forever, but thank God for cold turkey [lol...and uncle Eddy], i was able to stop some months ago, and now i’m a proud owner of long girlie nails

What’s the best thing about being 24?

Lying to myself that before the year runs out i’ll be married to Mr. tall-dark-rich-smart-and-handsome, have 2cute 2year olds, a house on the hills and 2 Chihuahuas

...and the worst?

Stumbling on my old photos and pieces, and wondering if i’ve grown prettier and becoming a better writer or vice versa. And OMG! Is that a wrinkle on my left cheek? lol

What mischief are you up to?

Thinking of wrapping this up and going to bed with some sade adu... and not waking up ‘til it’s probably 11am, the scorching sun is in my face [yeah the windows will be very ajar thanks to PHCN] and my eyes can take it no more, but ofcourse i’ll get a memo, and if a massage, Spain and shopping are not involved, then that memo ain’t worth it! [so er... let’s just say the thought remains what it is; A thought!]

The Battle They Won



I am the wife of an unfaithful man… the life of a lovechild
I am a soul snatcher… a lesson teacher
If I chose, I could teach the King a lesson, because I’m a respecter of no person
I am A – I – D – S
Looking for how to clear out Japan, UK, and even the U.S
I’d been around the globe: China, Poland… Sri Lanka

But when I stepped into Africa
I knew I’d found home
Africa: massive like Rome
But its people are caged like lions in a den
Exposed, yet naïve like cavemen
Religious, yet they played around with blades, syringes, and semen
To them… sex was like lemonades
They found it hard to believe that they could ever get AIDS

To me… sex was an aid
How hilarious! An aid for AIDS
In Finland, I finished them in twos
In Trinidad, I cleared them out in threes
But in Africa… they were cheaper by the dozen

They thought they could sin with impunity
The Scholars schooled them, taught them, and almost gave them a creed
But ‘black & proud’, foolish & ignorant, they hissed, ignored and even totally disagreed
Now, decades past, millions gone, and dignity lost
Africa has decided to pay the cost;
Partners are faithful again
Pins, blades, and syringes are now personal pain
And with condoms, drugs, abstinence and carefulness

Looks like I’m done with, more or less
Is this it… am I done with this land?
They haven’t found a cure yet, but with sound minds, togetherness, a drive & passion to find a solution

It’s definitely the end of my pollution

I’m as good as finished. Over and done with
A battle half fought is half won
I’m happy though, that I have victims still;
Those who are foolish and still want to have fun
Without a cure, the battle is a continuous one
But in all honesty… I’m the battle Africa has finally won.

http://www.baobabconnections.org/news/?id=10297&PHPSESSID=fa5222